I feel out of sorts. I dunno why but I do. The house is clean and usually I like to celebrate that by doing something. I just want to go back to bed but I'm not. We had over 8 hours sleep last night. There's no reason for me to feel tired.
Over the last couple of weeks I thought I'd wean myself off Paxil. Ha fucking ha. Not a good idea. After I got so mad at work a few times that I got an eye twitch and then started to cry watching some kind of lame ass commercial last night I decided to continue eating my little pills. Xanax and Paxil. Two great tastes that taste great together! What I hate about being on this medication is that I can't eat my diet pills. Drug interaction and all that. That may be one reason my house had disintegrated into a total pig sty. The day I cleaned it I ate a diet pill. (Okay, e, I know I said I'd throw them all away. I just couldn't.) Zoom zoom. Clean house but my mental state wasn't the best.
Maybe this is some sort of PMS induced funk. I hope so.
Eh, eff it. I'm taking Tiny dog to bed. Maybe when I get up I will have found my good cheer.
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Oh, Chickie! I hope that your good cheer finds you. It's a bad time of year to be depressed!
Totally unsolicited advice, so let's just call it a random thought:
Happy thoughts breed like bunnies. If you can just find two of them and let them run around in your mind for a while, before you know it, all your thoughts will be bunnies... err, happy!
Hope you feel better girly. Don't wean yourself off anything if you need it. That could be very bad!
scorpy - Thank you for the unsolicited advice. Just thinking of tiny bunnies fucking in my brain makes me feel better!
molly normal & bekah - The diet pills are phentermine. They're by prescription but I know my regular doctor would shit if he knew I had them. So when I take my "crazy meds" I don't eat the diet pills for fear of causing a stroke or making my heart explode.
txsm - I'm glad I motivated someone else to go to the pharmacy. I'd ran out a few weeks ago and just didn't want to go to the drugstore.
bekah - Didn't you read? Scorpy's not on anything - she's a bunny breeder :)
So... if they're by prescription... and your regular doc doesn't know you have them... how'd you acquire them? Mexico?
I've done the Paxil and Zoloft thing, and the jumping in my jaw drove me NUTS. I did manage to wean myself off of it, but there are times I have zero energy and want to lay on the floor in a ball bemoaning my own existence. That's usually when someone says they're hungry (family or animal) so I drag myself up and keep going. It passes after a while. Usually.
Just thought you needed an antidote to bunnies fucking in your head... And on that note, those things can really fucking multiply. I had two rabbits once that the guy INSISTED were two boys, but I came home once after running to the store and there were babies. I was only gone for about 2 hours. I pulled mama and babies out to another pen, and four weeks later, THERE WERE MORE BABIES. He managed to knock her up again in the two hours after she gave birth. Needless to say, boy bunny got his nuts cut off.
And now after typing all of that, I'm thinking maybe I need the pills again. :)
A Risky Suggestion: Have Sweety build you a sound proof padded room and go in there and scream and cry and beat the walls, and kill everytone you want! Hope you feel better very soon to in there.
...Hope you feel better very soon---AND, disregard those last 3 words of my comment; I'm going back in my padded room right now!
I hate that out of sorts feeling.
I hope your nap helped. :-)
Yeah, DRUGS ARE GOOD!! I tried to wean myself off of Effexor, and then after a day of my family hating me, I gave up. Don't worry about it...just take what you need.
Love ya!
bekah - Two words: online pharmacy
bonanza jellybean - How in the world did girlbunny even let boybunny touch him with his penis less than 2 hours after birthing. Gee, I thought I had it rough...
old lady of the hills - Sometimes I drive around the block in my car and just SCREAM. My own room in the house would be nicer though.
zube girl - Thanks. The nap did help!
bec - Yes, drugs are tasty and I will continue to eat them. My sanity is worth it.
Good God do I have some Paxil stories....just for starters, I had been on Paxil about a month when one day I'm sitting on the couch watching something on tv and my wife walks in, looks at me and says, "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I had been sitting there in a complete drug induced daze and had chewed the inside of my lip till it was bleeding down my chin and chest. I had no idea....that stuff did me wrong. And thats nothing compared to the orgasm problems I had...
chuck - Wow. I haven't had any side effects on it but I was feeling "good" so I thought I'd stop taking it. Not a good idea. Gnawing your lip off is nothing compared to orgasm problems? Gee, I see where your priorities are :)
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